Real demons

Sometimes you gotta be harder than steel, to analyze your life and know what is real, to divorce the fake and deflate all the negative comment that come your way, but sometime the past can really haunt you, and if you haven't faced your demons, they feed on your weaknesses, they prey on you like scavengers, it is hard when you are against a mountain of challenges, when the road gets tough, when you feel really down, and the world is looking over you, what  are you going to do, when the only one you ever really believed in was you, and they are just the audience that watches you like swatches, bracelets, diamonds aren't the only things sparkling and glistening, listening to your ego is the easiest and dumbest path to go, but who cares, we think we can flare our way out of this, and suddenly someone will come to our rescue, but boo hoo, you'll soon find out there is no one in the dark but you, and the man in the mirror is not really real, emotions circle up and down like a wheel, im just trying to say what is real, I thought i wanted all the riches and all the fine bitches, shit now I just want to be at peace with myself..

Infection

I feel im in the circle, i wish i was as strong as hercules, to lift these chains, off my shoulder, like winter's bite its breath was cold, a devilish mold, i fold my eyes and blink, and think, i think therefore i am, the frail phrase echoes, like a wild fire blazing through my skin, a tingling sensation, truth is the only destination, seeing through their lies, are they just a test, is this part of my quest, forget the rest and let yourself, be lost in the moment, ego less state is my only real estate that i must permanently deflate, cos ego produces doubt, every belief has doubt, trying to keep false rhetoric beliefs out of my mouth, trying to be free of 'I', the invisible fake paradise, change your eyes, a paradigm shift, a change of direction, the cure to every infection

Painful sun

Under the sun, like a mountain, stood tall, in the midst of, the raging sun, the honest sun, the life bringer, I stood tall, salute, I go quietly mute, silent there I stood, recollecting the conversation last night, I sigh, enlightment im waiting, my moment of tranquility, tears of humility flow, the dams break like slaves did the chains, shackles from my heart broke like the delicate yoke, backbend, emotional descend, my soul cried recollecting the conversation last night, pouring of tears from every exhalation, inhalation the reality that love has never been, close to me since I left the philippines, another backbend, the sun quietly showed me its heart, like starring at the toaster oven, nourishing heat, i feel my life shaken, broken, now im making it up again,