I am the thinker

The people tell me to get healthy, told me I was skinny, that you have to be thick to get some bit$%s, so I fell into it, what they call the game, I sold my name, I forgot where I came, but I guess you gotta go that route, you have to take that bite, swallow the pill and pray to christ, that this obscure method, where you follow their method, where you chose to erode, the beautiful landscape that you were born with, so you sell yourself for a cheap price, and chose vanity as your vice, the biggest ego lays in the most ignorant beliefs, the road is steep, but sometimes you have to drown in the deep and look up at the beacon you once stood from, so you start back to square one, hopefully you notice, remain focus, meditate and remain in the higher state