Sight through the dark

Please give me foresight, for I lost my sight, the road is dark, unpaved and untravelled, my future is unravelling, but I am still guessing, or maybe just hoping, just waiting for school to come, haven't been sleeping alright, its like there is a drum, and it is beating, loudly while I am sleeping, I wake up at night, my intuition is calling, I want it to stop, but I know this part of the plot, I know where I should go, be the driver, the moulder, the carpenter that builds my own tower, fortress, so why do I have to stress, this is my world, I have to stop tempting myself, this is my world, my light, so let me have a few words with myself, why are you haunting me, why crucify when you can help me fly, why be so unrelenting when this is the body I own, not renting, I am just venting, the windows of my eyes are open, if you so dare, read it, feel the treble and snare, can't you see I just don't care..