I want it so bad

What do I want so bad,
the life that no human beings would dare to have,
to retire by 30, what a luxury
a true meaning of wealthy,
because I never want to struggle ,
to get out of this economic consumer cycle,

To learn french,
to see where life and death begin,
to free myself from societies stench,
to peak into my soul and find the origin,
to free my mind everyday, to live every second like it was my first
and last, to be free, that is all I ask,

That is the task,
the road ahead is hard,
imagine to bask,
in a beach very far,
to not wear a mask,
not needing a car,
just freedom to drive me,
that is where I want to be,

I will do my best to be free,
loosen and free myself from these chains,
cuffs, no sense in wishing for luck,
just an escape plan,
I want it so bad