Thursday, March 17, 2011
Guys catch feelings too
can you call me? why didn't you call me, can you console me? am I lonely? no, just hungry, so feed me, do I sound needy? greedy? need attention desperately? do I come across as a far fetched dog wishing for the wishing bone, it is not that I just want to bone, just want to get you home, fun times with chris alone, but why don't you call, did you just develop phone illiteracy, what is this policy, do you want the player to get on his knees, beg for your graces, please call me, because this silence is killing me, they say men don't catch feelings, but I got a net and like chips I can bet, if feelings were water I would be wet, if feelings were memory I would never forget, so call me, don't tell me you are busy, cos we used to talk till late, now we don't even get to go out for dates, you used to not hesitate, but now you bring out the brakes, won't even let me in first base, but I can't see it now, am I just being too sensitive, too sticky, oh yea I know what it is, my heart tricked me, and you've have been burned before so you are doing it to me, but I understand the universe, karma is a bitch and, okay you've switched, but at least give me the decency to say "hey, this isn't working out, I'm done, gone bye", that would've been nice, so I'm sending this out to the girls that have done me that way, peace!!
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
No love
no love, why do we love, is it because we want to know what it is, or what it feels,or maybe it can change our dreams while we sleep, no love, totally misunderstood, like standing in the middle of the street with a quarter short of the bus fee with rain pouring flooding your feet, or walking on clouds, cumulo nimbo, sometimes you get lost no vision stuck in a limbo, but sometimes you feel free, standing tall, making love, loving life like it was free, smiling from ear to ear and smiling with no dimples of fear, but then you look down and you see hell, see doubt, distraught, lost, damned, and you ask yourself why this happened, but you look at the face that you once cherished, and you try to speak with words that have been garnished, but the words don't come out, instead you just let her read the emotions hanging on your head, wondering if you'll ever feel the softness of her bed, love is better when it sleeps with monogamy, like is better when you stare into her eyes, kiss her lips, run your hands down her hips, gently kissing every part never missing a spot, but then you retrace your steps, and you remember the survival skills that have kept you alive, individuality, thats one of the attributes that you can never distribute, but sometimes we lose our way and rely our happiness in her presence, but i just pick up my pen and tell reality that i'll be absent for the next 20 minutes, prepare for my ascent...
Gyals are crazy
I thought I knew you, girls are crazy, lead me, into believing that I knew you, but I didn’t, you tricked me, or maybe I tricked me, I did not know that, one kiss could make me believe that, we could be together, time well spent could grow into forever, I really thought that we could grow together, lay together, friends and lovers forever, but I guess I was wrong, too sprung, off the weed and rum, gin and henney, please forgive me, someone told me, it takes two to tango, but your lips taste as sweet as mango, I guess it was both our fault, we both kept our love in a vault, I should have told you, you should have showed me, what I really meant to you, and I had just forsaken you, please forget me, I want to forget you, my heart bleeds blue, my lungs even weep too, but there are no tears, no gears could ever shift my feelings towards you, so I’ll make it simple, fuck what am I saying I really miss your dimple, or your simple smile, oh please stay for awhile, but my heart is talking, just keep walking, the other direction, my mind is talking now, I’ll never let my heart do the thinking, from now on, I will never won’t, I meant never will, it’s my mind that’s doing the loving, because hearts break and minds don’t, so I’m going to sign the will, never let my heart spill, or slip up, never love never fuck up, never love like a virgin, forget my heart’s origin, just swim in the gin, or get lost in the gym, that’s what I do, to forget you, I promise I’ll get through.
