break up part 1

sometimes you think you're on top, life has finally place the cream to your crop, as fast life rewards you, thats as fast life can dethrone you, erase the sunny days, bring the rain and the pain, and you're thinking to yourself, fuck here we go again, see thats what happens when you place your trust on somebody, you think that she is walking along the island with you, all you can see is the horizon and beautiful beach, soft sand on your feet, and she is holding your had throughout the whole ordeal, and you think she could be your ideal, filling up your mind with thoughts of this being real, but the beach your walking turns to a cliff, the sunny day turns to night, the wind howls the soft gently wind turns to cold mist, but you still hold her hand, even tighter, hoping that she won't fall off the cliff, but then suddenly you slip, but she catches you, and she holds on to you, asks you if you're alright, holds you close thinking that she could have lost you that night, then she hugs you so tight, as you lean over, she holds a knife puncturing your spleen, and you think that this could never be, she was your queen, ...... fuck i can't go anymore.