hard work. work sucks

fuck i can't take it anymore, you know how i feel right now, like i slept in glue, all sticky, tired, work was a bitch, my shift was like a pornstar's dick, long and hard, fuck, shit, mother fuck, i can't take this shit, money is so hard to come by now a days, why the fuck am i broke, i really think that god is playing a big fucking joke, laughing at me like i was a comedy, shit, damn, a buck is so difficult to make, struggling to squeeze the penny out of 13 hours of work, trying to change a dime to a dollar is something that puzzles a scholar, stretching a nickel is something ridiculous, damn, im just venting, and i know there are people with worse situations, i can never forget that, and its funny how life really turns your tables, i was living comfortably back home then i came here and i swear i work to the bone, its more than licking the plate, im scraping it for fucksake, can i get a fucking break, i guess god has a plan for me, and through the tunnel of struggles, ill find myself learning to find positives in the plate full of negatives, ill find myself looking to the spec of light in the pit of the abyss, starring into the mirror and just grinding each day, living for today and building my future one brick at a time