Unstable

emotionally unstable, caveman and intellectual connected by a thin cable, wondering if i am able to release my mind blocked by an invisible barrier, unrelenting, unforgiving, so how can we live in emotional turmoil, pull the blankets out, prepare for a cold winter, far worse than what the recession did to the CEO of chrystler, see when your heart bleeds you eyes are distrupted, can't see, can't hear or breathe, and when you love with your dick you love physical and ignore everything besides it, and when you love with your skin you forget what state of mind you are in, when you replace weed with sex it becomes highly complex, sex is a drug just like any other hallucinogen, it makes you think you are in heaven, barbituate, stimulates all the pleasure seeking principles, cripples the mind, letting your genital be the tour guide, only seeing what is inside, crossing the line between lust love and pride, much stronger than heroin, more potent than cocaine, not white not black, not yellow, but it goes straight to the vain, it can relieve any sort of pain, relaxes the mind and body, but if used wrongly, distorts what you see, breaks the barrier between reality and fantasy, questioning your own faith, cut love out, sharpen the blade, raw, unprotected, making love till the last minute, last page, last rhyme, last minute, tearing one's skin until you see what lies with in it, shoots like an arrow, licking one's skin until you taste the bone marrow, and there is a narrow, but yet obvious, line, path, guide, difference between like and love, condom and latex glove, a path that is not yet and may never will be sanctioned from the heavens above, and ask yourself will you be undone, fall slave to lust, what will be the outcome, a quote from common "self-control instead of birth control" learn to patrol your sex drive and ask yourself it you are ready for the dive, it can be exciting, absolutely thrilling, 1000 beats of adrenaline rushing, but stand still and get struck by lightning, and once the ride is over, who are you going to turn to when you have a loaded gun soldier, when she is gone who is going to turn you on, that is the question on my plate everytime i have a meal.