break up part 2

stay strong, thats what i said to myself, but it is hard when tears flood my eyes, it is hard to break something that was really great, how could she, is not the question, how could i, how could i feel so weak, and just a week ago we were cool, again, fuck i am the fool, but the question is what should i do next? what is the next step, how do i grow from this, and yes it was a great learning experience, but it is over, it is hard to flip the favorite page of the book, but you don't know what the next page brings, experience life right? fuck yea, that means taking in all the good and the bad, the pain and the joy, and learn how to deal with the mistakes, yours and hers, because she made that mistake of taking me for granted, but it is better i guess now than later, some people are lucky that they have found their partner, and it is hard to find someone who shares the same views as you, but ill tell you something, something that i have noticed, the past girls i have talked to have shades of my dream girl, and i can look at this as a negative experience, but to tell you the truth, that is one less girl to deal with, one girl closer to my real girl. and i ain't rushing, i just can't wait to meet her, just the thought itself excites me,